Untitled Fifteen...
Here again...
an old ending...to a beginning
that's been recreated
time and time again...
from a bag of
the same wants
and wherefores...
the same words and lies
spoken so often that
even your breath
stinks of dead things.
From a heart caged in fear...
with words created from lies
and in darkness...deceit
whispered in silence to yourself.
I had to know the taste
of that darkness...
know the feel of your insecurity...
know and savor the flavor
of your inner bitch.
I danced with your devils...
and wrapped in my distress...
I listened...
to the wicked promises...
to the whispers...
that spoke to and exposed
the rawness of my need...
and drove me
to places where even
darkness resides in shadow.
I endured what no one
should endure...
I've experienced what everyone
should experience...
this...this love.
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A Silent Wish